Too Much To Ask
I just wanted to leave my home,
Knowing that everything here will be fine,
Without any complications in my friendships,
Spiteful exchanges over third parties,
Or having to sort out various messes.
I thought this wasn't too much to ask.
Apparently I thought wrong.
But I'm half-packed and leaving anyway,
Whether or not all these situations are resolved.
And I'm gonna to enjoy my 24 days left here,
Even if things aren't how I wish them to be.
But I can't help but feel a pang of disappointment
With some people who told me they cared.
Knowing that everything here will be fine,
Without any complications in my friendships,
Spiteful exchanges over third parties,
Or having to sort out various messes.
I thought this wasn't too much to ask.
Apparently I thought wrong.
But I'm half-packed and leaving anyway,
Whether or not all these situations are resolved.
And I'm gonna to enjoy my 24 days left here,
Even if things aren't how I wish them to be.
But I can't help but feel a pang of disappointment
With some people who told me they cared.
resolute at 1:28 AM
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